Wednesday, March 30, 2005

...another update...

I've tweaked the ordering of the links to your right. What does I.J.H.S.B.S. stand for? I'm not telling.

Tonight is Smallville over at Joe's place. Then, we're watching 'Saw', because Joe's never seen it.

Work is going well. I finally found the cell phone I'm going to get (trust me, it's tight as hell). Other than that, this is a very short blog.

Quilled Final Thought (of the Blog):

It's oh-so-easy to name someone as a scapegoat instead of admitting your OWN faults and shortcomings; it shows fear of oneself. Perhaps that's why 90% of the people I know make a habit out of labelling me that way...

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

...an update for update's sake...

Sorry about the lack of posting. I need to work on that.

Weekend recap:

Friday was cool. Everything was fun, except for the fact that we neglected to call some people to let them know, and Dave had an altercation with Beaver. Dave was wrong in what he did, but I PERSONALLY think it wasn't that serious (it was ONLY two seconds, tops). However, that in no way excuses Dave's behavior. Anyway, that's between Beaver and Dave.

Saturday we had Joe, Angel, Scuba, and Ben and Michelle over. We watched the original Texas Chainsaw, and then watched Scary Movie 3 (because Scuba can't handle horror movies and we needed a comedy). It was a good time.

Sunday was Easter, and we spent time with Heather's grandma. Then, we did laundry and watched a movie.

I had to get my tire fixed AGAIN. This time I had to get both rear tires replaced, something Dobbs didn't catch the first time. I got a discount for my troubles though, so that at least was good. And, now I have new tires.

More later. I'm done typitty-typing now.

Friday, March 25, 2005

...tire trouble; "get over it"; NEW, ORIGINAL feature...

This morning was interesting. My tire was flat, and I had to have it towed to a Dobbs up the street to either patch the tire or replace it. I could have had the towing guy put the spare on for me, but I would end up having to take it somewhere anyway, and have them put a new one on for sure if I did that. I figured this way was possibly cheaper and makes it so neither Heather or I are bothered with it this weekend. (The back tires have needed replacing for quite some time, in my opinion, so it’s not like this is a total shock.)

Some people need to learn to let things go and get over it. There are multiple examples I could give as examples, each in completely different situations; but the message of “get over it” still shines true in all of them. Besides, mystery is good for you. Those who need to know will be told. I will say this, to ALL parties concerned: If you really don’t care, why bitch about/dwell on it? Think about it.

Picked up “Hot Shots” and “Hot Shots Part Duex” the other night. Aside from the “Naked Gun” movies, it’s a guaranteed laugh riot.

“War – it’s fantastic!” *huge smile*

Dave’s ‘guy’s night’ is tonight…and no one knows what the hell is going on. That’s because Dave never specified anything he wanted to DO, and just said he wants to “hang out”. Where and when is still up in the air, and I will try my best to figure it out and let people know. Tomorrow is supposed to be the ‘everyone’ thing for Dave’s birthday…and, much like tonight, everything is up in the air. I think it’s safe to say that we lost the category of “best planning.”

In closing, a new feature to Quilled Scripts (as feature-premiere seems to be trendy right now)…

Quill’s Final Thought (of the Blog):

Just when you think you’ve got it all figured out, another angle or twist makes itself known. Expect nothing but the unexpected.

If anyone wants to use this idea, hey - it's a free country with free speech. Nothing stopping you, go for it! But you saw it here first... ;)

(P.S. I don’t want to hear it, Hizzy – this is not the same as a ponderous question. I was emulating Jerry Springer’s “Final Thought”, NOT your “Hizzblog”.)

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Quilled Tunes: “Remanufacture” – Fear Factory

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Word of the Blog: amalgamate

amalgamate \uh-MAL-guh-mayt\ verb

: to unite in or as if in an amalgam; especially : to
merge into a single body

Example sentence:
The three companies will be amalgamated into a single
large corporation early next year.

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And now, a serving of TRUTH:

  • Tell Congress To Stop Grandstanding on the Schiavo Tragedy
  • Thursday, March 24, 2005

    Tell Congress To Stop Grandstanding on the Schiavo Tragedy

    On Sunday, Tom DeLay and Bill Frist, the Republican congressional leaders, convened an emergency meeting of Congress to pass a bill that that interferes with the Terri Schiavo tragedy. And although in five years no other issue has prompted President Bush to return to Washington during a vacation—including the tsunami—Bush flew back from his ranch in Texas to sign it.

    Bush, Frist, and DeLay claim that they're acting out of concern for Ms. Schiavo. But a memo intended only for Republican Senators—uncovered by ABC News—reveals Republicans' true concern: "The pro-life base will be excited...this is a great political issue...this is a tough issue for Democrats."[2] This story also takes the heat off Tom DeLay, who is facing a number of serious ethics charges and legal scandals.

    Americans can have different personal opinions about what should happen to Terri Schiavo—life is precious, and this case raises some important ethical questions. But we can all agree that that's what the courts are for: to make the call in difficult circumstances. That's why Congress' interference is such an ugly and shameful incident of political grandstanding. There's no legislative purpose here, just a blatant attempt to play politics with someone's life.

    We need to tell the Republican leaders in Congress that this kind of pandering and demagoguery will not stand. Will you sign our urgent petition to Congress to tell them they must stop using one person's tragedy for their own political gain, and move on to the important business facing our country?

    Sign now at:
    http://www.moveonpac.org/grandstanding/?id=5254-5244209-Po9NgLRki_EoKwbT9Pmmvw

    Even many right-wing activists are concerned about Congress's interference in this case. GOP pollster Tony Fabrizi told the L.A. Times, "It becomes a more crystallized proof point that we are no longer the party of smaller government. We have become a party of 'It doesn't matter what size the government is as long as it is imposing our set of values.'"[4]

    The New York Times talked to David Davenport of the Hoover Institute, a conservative research organization, who said, "When a case like this has been heard by 19 judges in six courts and it's been appealed to the Supreme Court three times, the process has worked even if it hasn't given the result that the social conservatives want. For Congress to step in really is a violation of federalism."[5]

    Medical ethicists are also outraged at the armchair diagnoses of Republican doctors in Congress, including Senate Majority Leader Bill Frist. As the Associated Press reported:

    "It's disturbing that doctors who would never venture a comment about the health of anybody from a homemade video are sitting on the floor of Congress making declarations," said Art Caplan, chairman of the Department of Medical Ethics at the University of Pennsylvania's School of Medicine. "My own impression, from a distance, is that they've subverted what they know to be good medicine for the aim of achieving a political goal."[6]

    And reporters are now raising questions about a right-to-die law Bush signed as Texas governor, contradicting his position in the Schiavo case. Just last week, the law was applied for the first time, allowing doctors to remove a critically ill infant from life support against his mother's wishes. According to the Houston Chronicle, this marks the first time in American history that courts allowed a pediatric patient to die against the wishes of their parent.[7] As the Knight Ridder News service reports:

    "The mother down in Texas must be reading the Schiavo case and scratching her head," said Dr. Howard Brody, the director of Michigan State University's Center for Ethics and Humanities in the Life Sciences. "This does appear to be a contradiction." Brody said that, in taking up the Schiavo case, Bush and Congress had shattered a body of bioethics law and practice."[8]

    It's time to speak up about this kind of political posturing, and ask Congress to get back to work. Can you sign our petition to Republican leaders in Congress to stop grandstanding on the Schiavo tragedy?

    http://www.moveonpac.org/grandstanding/?id=5254-5244209-Po9NgLRki_EoKwbT9Pmmvw

    A large majority of the American public agree that Congress was wrong to interfere in the Schiavo case, and less than a quarter believe Congress acted out of real concern about Schiavo's life, according to an ABC poll.[9] And the nation's editorial boards agree. Check out this sampling from many of the nation's papers, compiled by the National Journal's Hotline:


    "The U.S. legal system is not supposed to be one of legislative 'do-overs... Lawmakers may believe that they acted this weekend to save a life, but they also took a step that diminishes the rule of law" (Washington Post, 3/22).

    "When the Founders wrote the Constitution, they devoted the largest section to spelling out the powers of Congress. Nowhere did they include the right to play doctor. Terri Schiavo's story is tragic enough without political malpractice" (USA Today, 3/22).

    "The Bush administration and the current Congressional leadership like to wax eloquent about states' rights. But they dropped those principles in their rush to stampede over the Florida courts and Legislature...It may be a formula for short-term political success, but it is no way to preserve and protect a great republic" (New York Times, 3/22).

    "Congress' unwarranted and brash effort to seize judicial power in the case of Terri Schiavo is shameful truly a low point in its recent history" (Kennebec Journal, 3/22).

    "What has happened here is that the GOP, famously the party favoring limited government intervention into people's personal lives, has inserted the federal government squarely in the middle of an incredibly personal medical issue. And they've done it all in the name of making sure that some of their core voters stay with them" (Athens Banner-Herald, 3/22).

    "Terri Schiavo has the right to die ... Congress and President Bush should be ashamed for prolonging the suffering and trying to legislate what is clearly the authority of the courts to adjudicate" (Atlanta Journal Constitution, 3/22).

    "Coming at a time when crucial health care services are being slashed, it is particularly upsetting to see this kind of expensive grandstanding on the part of congressional Republicans over one high-profile case. This is not compassion: This is cold-blooded political calculation" (Charleston Gazette, 3/22).

    "One by one, the bedrock conservative convictions of the national Republican Party are giving way...yielding to the demands of a raucous religious right that has become the Republicans' most reliable electoral base" (Trenton Times, 3/22).

    "Washington's empathy for Schiavo centers on vying for political points, not merely concern for one family's personal, medical plight. That makes this unwise intervention by elected officials even more distasteful" (Philadelphia Inquirer, 3/22).

    "To have the legislative and executive branches of the federal government mobilize on a Sunday as fast as if we'd declared war in order to intervene in a family's medical dispute is, frankly, frightening. It's an unprecedented intrusion by the highest echelons of federal power into a private hospital room. It's dangerous. And more than a little Orwellian" (Augusta Chronicle, 3/22).
    Let's tell Tom DeLay and Bill Frist to get back to business. Please join us by signing the petition at the link below, and sending this message on to your friends and family.

    http://www.moveonpac.org/grandstanding/?id=5254-5244209-Po9NgLRki_EoKwbT9Pmmvw

    Together, we can restore some common sense to a Congress that's out of control.

    Monday, March 21, 2005

    ...this is an outrage...

    (It's nice to know that "quality of life" means that not only do women no longer have a choice about their bodies, but now if I'm ever in a coma, I'm doomed to live on as a vegetable. Fuck.

    Isn't it funny? Think about this for a second or two - the fucking president is getting personally involved. This isn't about saving anyone either; that's bullshit. Bush is pro-death penalty, so he can't claim to be all about quality of life. This is about PR, nothing more. This is all about Bush and the GOP trying to gain public favor as "moral" people getting behind this cause. That's all it is.

    This is a personal matter for the family. This is NOT a government's problem. This is NONE of the "president's" fucking business. We have war, poverty, a shitty economy - this is NOT what we pay these fucking people to do, to meddle in affairs they have no claim or right to get involved in. Fucking right wing, selfish, self-righteous bastards, that's all they are.

    This woman is NOT getting better; she's NOT coming back. She's been a vegetable for the last 20 years - if she was going to improve, she would have done so by now for a fact. I certainly wouldn't want to live on like that; but thanks to Bush and the fucking GOP, people may not have that option anymore.)

    Bush Moves Schiavo's Fate to Federal Court

    Parents of brain-damaged woman await ruling

    WASHINGTON (CNN) -- President Bush signed legislation Monday sending the fate of Terri Schiavo, a brain-damaged woman whose feeding tube was removed three days ago by a Florida judge's order, to federal court.

    Schiavo's parents are awaiting a response from U.S. District Court in Tampa, Florida, to their request under the new law to reinsert the feeding tube.

    David Gibbs, an attorney for the parents, filed documents overnight seeking Schiavo's move from a hospice to a hospital for the tube's reinsertion.

    Schiavo's husband and guardian, Michael Schiavo, has said his wife would not want to continue living in a persistent vegetative state -- which court-appointed doctors have determined she is in.

    An attorney for the husband said she is confident that the federal court will find the new legislation unconstitutional.

    Bush's signature followed a 203-58 vote in the U.S. House of Representatives early Monday approving a bill to transfer the case's jurisdiction to federal court. The Senate passed the legislation by voice vote Sunday.

    In a statement, Bush said: "Today, I signed into law a bill that will allow federal courts to hear a claim by or on behalf of Terri Schiavo for violation of her rights relating to the withholding or withdrawal of food, fluids, or medical treatment necessary to sustain her life.

    "In cases like this one, where there are serious questions and substantial doubts, our society, our laws and our courts should have a presumption in favor of life."

    Justice Department lawyers also filed documents in federal court Monday supporting legal efforts to keep Schiavo alive, a senior Justice Department official said.

    In the House, 47 Democrats joined 156 Republicans in voting for the bill following more than three hours of passionate debate.

    The extraordinary session had supporters, primarily Republicans, arguing that the issue was Schiavo's "right to life," while a Democrat warned that passing the measure would "undermine over 200 years of jurisprudence."

    The special vote required a super-majority, meaning a two-thirds of House members had to approve it -- a mark easily reached.

    "We are very, very, very thankful to have crossed this bridge, and we're very hopeful that the federal courts will follow the will of Congress and save my sister's life," said Suzanne Vitadamo, Schiavo's sister.

    Bob Schindler said he visited his daughter Monday in the Pinellas Park, Florida, hospice where she is a patient.

    "I asked her if she was ready to take a little ride, and I told her that we were going to take her for a little trip and take her outside and get her some breakfast, and that got a big smile out of her face, so help me God," Schindler said.

    "So, she seemed to be very pleased, and we're pleased, and we're very thankful for both the House and the Senate for passing this bill and literally saving Terri's life."

    Michael Schiavo said he was outraged at Congress' actions.

    "I think that every American in this country should also be outraged that this government is trampling all over a personal family matter that has been adjudicated in the courts for seven years," he said.

    Terri Schiavo collapsed in her home in 1990, suffering from heart failure that led to severe brain damage.

    The bitter legal debate has resulted in more than a dozen state court decisions. The battle appeared to reach a climax Friday when the Florida trial judge ordered Schiavo's tube removed, rejecting a House panel's efforts to subpoena the woman, her husband and others for a hearing. The U.S. Supreme Court later rejected the House's appeal to intervene in the case.

    Florida Gov. Jeb Bush, the president's brother, issued a statement shortly after the House vote: "I thank the Congress for its swift action allowing Terri's parents to seek a federal review of this case. Certainly, an incapacitated person deserves at least the same protection afforded criminals sentenced to death."

    The bill transfers jurisdiction of the case to the U.S. District Court for the Middle District of Florida to determine whether her constitutional rights or rights as a U.S. citizen are being violated.

    Congress has no authority to order the feeding tube reinserted, but a federal court could do so while reviewing the case.

    Friday, March 18, 2005

    ...a blog in words and definitions...

    There are currently situations that have happened in recent months that I've mentioned here on Quilled Scripts. These situations bring up certain words and their definitions. To be fun, you personally decipher which ones go with which words/meanings.

    Have a great weekend everyone!

    I give you, a blog in words:

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    extraneous \ek-STRAY-nee-us\ adjective

    1 : existing on or coming from the outside
    2 *a : not forming an essential or vital part b : having
    no relevance
    3 : being a number obtained in solving an equation that is
    not a solution of the equation

    Example sentence:
    After he finished the first draft of his essay, Brad
    reread it and deleted the extraneous material, making it more
    concise and focused.

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    misanthrope \MISS-un-throhp\ noun

    : a person who hates or distrusts humankind

    Example sentence:
    Beaver's insistance that everyone "hates" him in light of recent events makes him appear to be a misanthrope.

    P.S. That one was free; I gave it to you guys.

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    consternation \kahn-ster-NAY-shun\ noun

    : amazement or dismay that hinders or throws into confusion

    Example sentence:
    The Bakers were relieved to find a motel in so remote a
    spot, but their relief turned to consternation when they
    learned the place didn't have any rooms available for the night.

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    Quilled Tunes: "Hey Now" - Tantric

    Thursday, March 17, 2005

    ...Luck O' The Irish...

    Happy St. Patrick’s Day everyone!! And, a happy birthday to my brother, Dave! He’s 22 years old today. If you plan to drink today at all, drink to the Irish (who are cool because they honor a saint by getting shit-faced).

    Tonight is dinner at Heather’s family’s house. Next weekend (not to be confused with THIS weekend) will be Dave’s birthday festivities.

    Hopefully, Nix and Scott will have a good week on their odyssey to ever-lovely Illinois to sell pot to the locals. Nix likes to laugh, btw – wanna see what he’s probably laughing at right now?

    Ring Two comes out tomorrow. It’s not an opening day movie for me; but I would really love to see it this weekend. Perhaps Sunday will be the day.

    Quentin Tarantino seems to be a dirty fucking liar. He now claims that he never had any interest in directing the next Friday the 13th film. Yeah, because you did so well with lucrative pictures like Jackie Brown and 4 Rooms, right? Yeah. Oh well – it might have been horrible with him directing anyway.

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    Quilled Tunes: “Whiskey In The Jar” – Metallica

    Quote of the Blog: “I may have many faults, but being wrong ain't one of them.” – Jimmy Hoffa

    Literary Quote of the Blog: “Let your boat of life be light, packed with only what you need - a homely home and simple pleasures, one or two friends, worth the name, someone to love and someone to love you, a cat, a dog, and a pipe or two, enough to eat and enough to wear, and a little more than enough to drink; for thirst is a dangerous thing.” – Jerome K. Jerome, ‘Three Men In A Boat’

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    On This Day In History – March 17th:

    1737: The Charitable Irish Society of Boston, Massachusetts, hosts the first nonliturgical celebration of Saint Patrick's Day.

    1762: The first Saint Patrick's Day parade in New York, New York, inaugurates a strong traditional celebration among Irish Americans.

    1861: The kingdom of Italy is formally proclaimed.

    1905: Anna Eleanor Roosevelt marries Franklin Delano Roosevelt.

    1969: Golda Meir is sworn in as Israel's fourth prime minister.

    Wednesday, March 16, 2005

    ...wednesday...

    Last night was a very cool time. I enjoyed seeing Scott, Nix, Dave, and Amanda.

    Dave is currently pending his final judgment on the Erich issue. Understandable, since I went through the same thing before I decided it (and he) wasn't worth my time. Whatever Dave decides, more power to him.

    Good luck to both Scott and Nix as they go on another trip together. Hopefully, they will both make lots of money.

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    Quilled Tunes: "Blame" - Gravity Kills

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    On This Day in History - March 16th:

    1516: Louis II, aged nine, succeeds as king of Bohemia and Hungary on the death of Ladislas II.

    1802: West Point, site of the United States Military Academy, is founded by the Congress of the United States.

    1850: Nathaniel Hawthorne's The Scarlet Letter is published.

    1966: United States astronauts Neil Armstrong and David Scott, aboard Gemini 8, achieve the first linkup of a crewed spacecraft with another object, an Agena rocket.

    1968: United States soldiers massacre hundreds of men, women, and children at the village of My Lai, in South Vietnam.

    1971: Simon and Garfunkel win the Grammy Award for Best Album for Bridge Over Troubled Water and the Grammy for Best Record for the title song. (Yes, I did a music history one.)

    Tuesday, March 15, 2005

    Warning: "Dead Horse" being beaten below...

    This is a little disclaimer...a warning, if you will.

    Beaver posted stuff on his blog about the whole "Beaver/Quill" situation. I posted a response to it both on his blog and below.

    For those of you that would rather not read about it, hear about it, whatever - I wouldn't go to the post before/under this one.

    For those who DO want to keep up on developing events:

    Because I am one of the parties involved in the whole thing, I am personally authorizing ANYONE to comment on it if they please, and interject their two cents. This is so when Hizzy, Nix, Heather, or whoever post comments about it, there won't be any "Well, Heather shouldn't have commented, it wasn't her place." bullshit arguments.

    Anyway, I almost have plans for Dave's birthday festivities pinned down. I will be posting the details as soon as I know them. So far, the plan for Friday is a guy's night, and possibly attending the Scarlet Whore concert.

    That's all for today, unless you scroll down... ;)

    ...Here's an idea! Let's beat the @#!& out this dead horse...

    (Apologies in advance for anyone who doesn't want to get into this whole "Beaver/Quill" thing AGAIN. He felt the need to go on and on about it in HIS blog, and he didn't tell the whole story. So...)

    P.S. I formally apologize to Hizzy, Nix, and anyone else I might have offended with any joking around recently. Please, TELL ME if that's ever the case; it's NEVER my intention to hurt anyone.

    In response to Beaver's "Thoughts":

    You started saying out of line stuff about my family, and I responded in kind. You later told me that it didn't bother you when I asked you about it; thus, I never apologized. This happened all the time.

    If you were being offended by it all, you could have fooled ME. Plus, it doesn't help your case any that YOU were doing the same thing, and calling it a "game".

    If you had wanted to jump on me for what I did, that's fine - but you DIDN'T jump on me; you jumped on Heather. Heather NEVER said anything or did anything to you. You openly admitted to me - and to Hizzy - that you ONLY did what you did to get to me.

    Yes, I'm a smartass. Yes, I've made some jokes that may have unintentionally hurt. But every time I'm called on it or told about it, I apologize. And I rarely make the same mistakes twice with jokes that are out of line (unless I'm led to falsely believe that it's okay to do so, as you led me to believe).

    I'm not making any excuses for myself - I've went places I shouldn't go with my "jokes" in the past; and I'll probably make more mistakes in the future, because I'm human. But the things that I say are in a joking manner, and not meant out of malice or cruelty.

    That's different from what YOU did. YOU said what you said because you were throwing a tantrum, and couldn't keep a promise you made to me several times over; and you KNEW it would hurt Heather, who didn’t do anything, and you did it anyway just to get some twisted form of revenge in your little beaverish brain.

    Plus, you could have ditched me as a friend for what I "did" to you (even though you NEVER said anything about it and acted like it was cool). You could have attacked me on the job search issue, on ANY issue. But no - you HAD to pick on Heather, who has stuck up for you more than you'll ever know, and who sure as hell didn't deserve the ONE COMMENT that you KNEW would cut the deepest. On my WORST day of joking, I NEVER did anything like that to ANYONE with malicious intent. Thus, the difference between what YOU did and what I do.

    I've NEVER threatened to make fun of anything that was personal; I've ONLY stated that I don't and why I don't. If someone got personal on ME, I would have rights to do the same.

    Say what you will - it doesn't matter. As I told you before, there's no excuse for what you did, and no way for you to paint yourself in a justified light. It's not like you tried to inform me of what I did to you; you instead kept it bottled up, and directed it at a third, innocent party. You never said word one about any of this; all of a sudden, these hidden, surprise reasons for your actions are surfacing. Personally, I think you're trying to save some kind of face here; it's not working. Not on me.

    It's funny how you left out that this isn't the first time you've attacked Heather unwarranted with low blows. It's also funny how you left out that you've made remarks about Heather's weight before, and I was kind enough - forgiving enough - to let that slide because we were friends. Or how about how you promised me, after several occurances, NOT TO DO THIS ANYMORE - and lo and behold, you did it AGAIN. I've been telling you for years - YEARS - that there are consequences for shit like that. You're just upset because someone finally gave you a consequence. Waaaaah, waaaah, waaah...cry me a river. You made this bed for yourself; sleep in it. "It's not fair to ME [Dan], it's not fair." Well, guess what? I GAVE you "fair"; I handed it to you on a silver platter over and over again. It's not MY fault that you just HAD to keep up the bullshit.

    It doesn't matter to me that it was said in confidence to Corey - it was said either way. If you have issue with THAT aspect of it, take it up with Corey.

    You wanna hide things, that's cool if it's the way you deal with shit; but then you can't bitch about things that people do when they aren't told they're doing you wrong.

    It's actually funny you're so worried about all this. I mean, after all, I'm this big asshole, right? According to you, Heather and I are both big jerks, so why would you be crying over losing us as friends? Why would you even fucking care? Oh, I guess you don't like being left out of gatherings that take place at our home...I guess you feel THAT isn't fair to you. You should have thought of that before running your little mouth (but then, running your mouth is all you seem to be able to do).

    I've told you that no one is "hating" you for what you did. You're making this a bigger issue than it has to be. You're bringing everyone into it with this blog. If you want people to pass judgment on it all, that's fine. Just don't be surprised if some people don't see it your way.

    So you think I'm an asshole. So you think I'm a sick person who gets his rocks off on other people's pain. So what? I dropped you, dude; what you have to say DOESN"T MATTER TO ME. What Erich thinks, what Toni think; same thing. The people that KNOW me know my deal, which I have explained a thousand fold over a million times. [*EDIT* I actually wouldn't care what anyone - Hizzy, Nix, etc. - had to say on the matter; I've made the decision and it's not going to change.]

    By the way, this was because you decided to "clear the air" about things, and yet, you only told half the story, curiously the half of it that paints you as the "poor victim" in all of this. And, as long as we're setting the record straight...

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    Quilled Tunes: “Back The Fuck Up” – Fear Factory

    Monday, March 14, 2005

    ...weekend party recap...

    Saturday was yet another successful and completely awesome gathering. The guestlist consisted of: Scott, Scuba, Corey, Nicole, Joanna, Dave, DeLarbar, and my buddy Brent and his brother Eric. Ben and Michelle couldn't make it, but they'll be at the next one.

    We got a few more bottles of the good stuff out of it, and two twenties of Bud Light were completely obliterated from the planet. Scott and I finally reached a limit of beer intake, which was surprising (or maybe it was an off-night). If Corey had been drinking hardcore, it would have been closer to three twenties.

    At any rate, it was a really good time. I’m kind of sorry that Joe, Angel, Hizzy, Amanda, and Jason couldn’t be there, but they had plans and that’s understandable.

    Becky came over yesterday and steam-cleaned our carpet. All this time I thought our carpet was clean – not so much. You would have been disgusted with the crap that came out of the carpet; lord knows I was. I mean, I walk barefoot on that carpet…

    I’ve decided to be more…inconsistent…with Quilled Script’s features. Just to keep things interesting.

    The Web Log Troll Says: “BLOOOOOOOOGGGGGGG!!!”

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    Quilled Tunes: “Silhouettes” – Smile Empty Soul

    Quote of the Blog: “A free America... means just this: individual freedom for all, rich or poor, or else this system of government we call democracy is only an expedient to enslave man to the machine and make him like it.” – Frank Lloyd Wright

    Literary Quote of the Blog: “Adam was but human--this explains it all. He did not want the apple for the apple's sake, he wanted it only because it was forbidden. The mistake was in not forbidding the serpent; then he would have eaten the serpent." - Mark Twain (Samuel Clemmons), 'The Tragedy of Pudd'nhead Wilson'

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    Word of the Blog: incontrovertible

    incontrovertible \in-kahn-truh-VER-tuh-bul\ adjective

    : not open to question : indisputable

    Example sentence:
    The manager presented the clerk's time card as
    incontrovertible evidence that the employee had been late for
    work all five days the previous week.

    Friday, March 11, 2005

    ...weekend routine; ode to Quill (sort of)...

    Saturday we're having yet another gathering at our place. It'll be the usual awesome time - drinks, games, laughs, music, good friends...

    Tonight, Heather and I are going to go see "Hide & Seek". After seeing "The Grudge", my expectations are being kept low to stave off disappointment in the current crop of horror flicks coming out.

    @Heather: Tonight, it's you and me, sexy. Movies, dinner, games...the works. Love you!

    Dave's birthday is fast approaching. I need to figure out what we're doing. He'll probably want a guy's event, and I shall accomodate.

    Have a great weekend, everyone! Here's something for your Friday pleasure:

    “Sonnet XCIV: They that have Power to Hurt and will do None” by William Shakespeare

    They that have power to hurt and will do none,
    That do not do the thing they most do show,
    Who, moving others, are themselves as stone,
    Unmoved, cold, and to temptation slow:
    They rightly do inherit heaven's graces
    And husband nature's riches from expense;
    They are the lords and owners of their faces,
    Others but stewards of their excellence.
    The summer's flower is to the summer sweet
    Though to itself it only live and die,
    But if that flower with base infection meet,
    The basest weed outbraves his dignity:
    For sweetest things turn sourest by their deeds;
    Lilies that fester smell far worse than weeds.

    6] expense: waste.
    14] ies ... weeds. This also occurs in the anonymous play (probably by Shakespeare), Edward III, II, i, 451.

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    Quilled Tunes: “Passive” – A Perfect Circle

    Quote of the Blog: “Wisdom is knowing what to do next; virtue is doing it.” – David Starr Jordan

    Literary Quote of the Blog: "If he has a conscience he will suffer for his mistake. That will be his punishment--as well as the prison." – Fyodor Dostoevsky. ‘Crime and Punishment’

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    Word of the Blog: eclectic

    eclectic \ih-KLEK-tik\ adjective

    1 : selecting what appears to be best in various
    doctrines, methods, or styles
    *2 : composed of elements drawn from various sources;
    also : heterogeneous

    Example sentence:
    Quilled Scripts has an eclectic mix of various features.

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    And now, a serving of TRUTH:

  • Protect our court system & your rights as a citizen; sign the petition to stop Bush’s conservative judicial agenda.

  • Remembering Arguments Made 1,500 Deaths Ago

  • Are We In World War IV?

  • Kerry Pledges to Fight Bush on Alaska Oil


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    On This Day In History – March 11th:

    1302: According to Shakespeare, this is Romeo and Juliet's wedding day.

    1865: General William T. Sherman takes Fayetteville, North Carolina, and destroys the aresenal there.

    1888: From March 11 until March 14, the worst blizzard in history hits the eastern United States, paralyzing the region.

    1941: President Franklin D. Roosevelt signs the Lend-Lease Act. It gives the president authority to aid any nation whose defense is regarded as vital to the United States and to accept repayment.

    1959: The play A Raisin in the Sun, by Lorraine Hansberry, is first performed in New York City. It stars Sidney Poitier and Claudia McNeil and goes on to win a New York Drama Critics Circle award.

    1985: Mikhail Gorbachev is named first secretary of the Soviet Communist Party.

    Thursday, March 10, 2005

    ...Quill talks horror and upcoming fun...

    Things are going well all over the place.

    @Heather: Last night…wow. The one-two combo of delicious tuna melts and mind-blowing sex makes for a VERY happy Steve. I can’t wait for steak and sex day. Love you!

    There are tons of horror flicks crawling out of from under the woodwork, and I’m blissfully drowning in them. I highly recommend “Darkness”, “White Noise”, and “Constantine”. I DO NOT recommend “Devil’s Rejects” (sequel to the abortion-on-film “House of 1000 Corpses”) or the sequel to “House of the Dead”. I can’t wait to see “Hide and Seek”, “House of Wax”, and “Boogeyman”. I also have mentioned the new Friday the 13th film that’s in the works, with Tarentino rumored to be directing. And I’m really looking forward to “Ring Two”. And lest we not forget Romero's "Land of the Dead"...oh yes.

    I was able to get my grubby mitts on a script treatment for the now dead “Freddy vs. Jason vs. Ash” film; it was in the works to be the sequel to “Freddy vs. Jason”. Sam Raimi opted out of it because he wants to [eventually] do a fourth installment in the “Evil Dead” franchise, and thus, it died on the table. However, this script treatment…dear God in heaven, it’s excellent. Reading through it, it pisses me off to NO END that it’s not being made, because it was the perfect horror flick. It just got me drooling for the film. I respect Raimi’s wishes to do another movie with Ash, but MY GOD, what a movie this would have been! If anyone wants to read it, I have it to send to you. You won’t be disappointed.

    Sword fighting will begin as soon as the weather is more stably warm.

    Dave’s birthday is coming up. The weekend of the 19th seems a good time to plan something and go out. I’ll be organizing the festivities with Dave soon, and will contact people about what we’re doing, if anything.

    It's not often that I "do" a link for my blog entries, simply because I link everything to the right-hand side anyway. However, once every great while, a cries out to be featured, and this is one of those times. I proudly present a non-regular, new feature - Quilled Link of the Blog.

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    Quilled Link of the Blog:
  • Dibbuk Box


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    Quilled Tunes: “Won’t Back Down” – Fuel

    Quote of the Blog: “Posterity: you will never know how much it has cost my generation to preserve your freedom. I hope you will make good use of it.” – John Quincy Adams

    Literary Quote of the Blog: "The quality of mercy is not strain'd, It droppeth as the gentle rain from heaven upon the place beneath. It is twice blest, It blesseth him that gives, and him that takes . . ." – William Shakespeare, ‘The Merchant of Venice’

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    Word of the Blog: burgeon

    burgeon \BER-jun\ verb

    1 a : to send forth new growth (as buds or branches) :
    sprout b : bloom
    *2 : to grow and expand rapidly : flourish

    Example sentence:
    Laura's business started as a small corner diner and burgeoned into a successful restaurant chain.

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    And now, TRUTH! TRUTH! TRUTH!:

  • President Bush has just re-nominated 20 highly partisan, pro-corporate candidates for the U.S. Courts of Appeals -- the second highest courts in the land. All 20 of these nominees already been rejected by Senate Democrats, compared to over 200 approved, because they so consistently favor special interest greed over the rights of average Americans. They were stopped before, they should be stopped again.


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    On This Day In History – March 10th:

    1849: Abraham Lincoln applies for a patent. He is the first United States president to do so.

    1862: The first paper money in the United States is issued.

    1876: Alexander Graham Bell transmits the first message by voice over wire using his newly invented telephone: “Mr. Watson, come here. I want you.”

    1880: The Salvation Army, previously based only in England, is established in the United States in New York City.

    1971: Indira Gandhi's Congress Party wins a landslide victory in the Indian general election.

  • The King Center

  • James Earl Ray was convicted and sentenced this day in 1969 for the murder of Martin Luther King, Jr. The Martin Luther King, Jr. Center for Nonviolent Social Change offers a mission statement and related resources.

    Wednesday, March 09, 2005

    ...hey sexy, how about a quickie (blog)?...

    Sorry today’s entry is so tardy. I got preoccupied.

    @Beaver: My answer is no. That’s the only answer you’re going to get.

    Last night was drinking beer with Corey and Scott. It was just like high school old times – laughing, joking, and fun.

    The rumor mill over at Bloody-Disgusting.com says that there’s a new Friday the 13th film in the works, and also rumored to having Quentin Tarentino possibly in the director’s chair. Excuse me for a moment…*disappears for ten minutes* Ahhh, better. This is definitely good news!

    Tonight is tuna melt night. And on that delicious note, on to the special features…!

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    Quilled Tunes: “My Way” – Limp Bizkit

    Quote of the Blog: “Friendship... is not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything.” – Muhammad Ali

    Literary Quote of the Blog: “For, what other dungeon is so dark as one's own heart! What jailer so inexorable as one's self!” – Nathaniel Hawthorne, ‘The House of Seven Gables’

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    Word of the Blog: imbue

    imbue \im-BYOO\ verb

    *1 : to permeate or influence as if by dyeing
    2 : to tinge or dye deeply
    3 : to provide with something freely or naturally : endow

    Example sentence:
    The coach hoped that his pep talk would imbue the team
    with a sense of confidence before the final game.

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    On This Day In History – March 9th:

    1796: French general Napoleon Bonaparte marries Joséphine de Beauharnais, widow of the Vicomte de Beauharnais.

    1847: In the Mexican War, a United States amphibious expedition under the command of General Winfield Scott lands near the Mexican fortress city of Veracruz.

    1867: The United States agrees to purchase the 1,524,640 sq km/586,400 sq mi Alaska Territory from Russia for $7,200,000.

    1916: Pancho Villa and his soldiers of the Mexican Revolution raid the border town and military camp of Columbus, New Mexico.

    1959: The original Barbie doll makes her debut in American stores.

    Tuesday, March 08, 2005

    ...what's in a name?; Heather's battle with uber-illness; several fun Quilled Scripts features...

    STEPHEN

    Gender: Masculine
    Usage: English, Biblical
    Meaning: Crowned One
    Origin: Greek
    Pronounced: STEEV-en, STEF-en

    From the Greek name Stephanos which means "crown". Saint Stephen was an early Christian martyr who was stoned to death, as told in Acts in the New Testament. Another Saint Stephen is the patron saint of Hungary, the first Christian king of that country (10th century). As well, this was the name of kings of England, Serbia, and Poland and ten popes. More recently it is borne by the British physicist Stephen Hawking and the American author Stephen King.

    (I just thought that was really cool. Yet another reason “King Of Quill” is so very appropriate.)

    Heather is finally over her sickness. This wasn’t just a ordinary cold, flu, or even a combination of both. This was the one illness to rule them all. Check this out – Heather was sick for TWO MONTHS; from January to March. It just kept getting worse and worse, too. She tried every single over-the-counter medicine for this thing and none of them helped. The doctor finally gave her some uber-antibiotics. Now, normally it wouldn’t be that bad, but you have to also consider that she was going to work the ENTIRE time. She never missed a day. And it’s not like her job is sitting around answering phones or doing secretarial stuff; she had to corral some of the most ill-behaved kids at SCOPE. Plus, several of the other teachers called off sick a lot during this time, and Heather was handed THEIR workload to do on top of everything else. Talk about going the distance in spades! (I should mention that she also hated me for the fact that I didn’t catch it; fortunately for me, I have a strong resistance to illnesses. Hehe.)

    @Heather: If it wasn't such a dorky thing to do, I would follow you around playing the theme from "Rocky". I love you, sexy.

    There are now several regular features on Quilled Scripts; tunes, quote, literary quote, word, 'on this day in history', and occasionally a joke. Don’t forget to scroll all the way to the bottom of this blog for the BONUS daily quote!

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    Quilled Tunes: “The Beautiful People” – Marilyn Manson

    Quote of the Blog: “Success is a lousy teacher. It seduces smart people into thinking they can’t lose.” – Bill Gates

    Literary Quote of the Blog: “The pitifulest thing out is a mob; that's what an army is--a mob; they don't fight with courage that's born in them, but with courage that's borrowed from their mass, and from their officers. But a mob without any MAN at the head of it is BENEATH pitifulness.” – Mark Twain, ‘The Adventure of Huckleberry Finn’

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    Word of the Blog: indigenous

    indigenous \in-DIJ-uh-nuss\ adjective

    *1 : having originated in and being produced, growing, living, or occurring naturally in a particular region or environment
    2 : innate, inborn

    Example sentence:
    Most people know that kangaroos are indigenous to Australia, but some species are also found on the island of New Guinea.

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    And now, the return of the TRUTH:

  • Bush’s Social Security Mess

  • Discharged & Dishonored: Shortchanging Our Veterans

  • First Blogger Gets White House Access, Here's How It Went


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    On This Day In History – March 8th:

    1702: King William III of England dies and is succeeded by his sister-in-law, Queen Anne.

    1862: The Confederate ironclad warship Virginia (formerly the Merrimack) sinks the Union Cumberland and Congress at Hampton Roads, Virginia.

    1894: The first dog license law is enacted by the state of New York.

    1917: The first revolt of the Russian Revolution (called the February Revolution) begins.

    1948: The Supreme Court rules that religious instruction in public schools violates the Constitution.

    1999: Baseball legend Joe DiMaggio dies.

    The Digital Daily

    On this date in 1913 the United States Internal Revenue Service began to levy and collect income taxes; this official site offers a variety of tax information for individuals and businesses.

    Born On This Day

    Oliver Wendell Holmes, Jr., jurist and associate justice of the Supreme Court (1841)

    Kenneth Grahame, English author (1859)

    Otto Hahn, German physical chemist and Nobel laureate (1879)

    Ruggero Leoncavallo, Italian composer (1858)

    Monday, March 07, 2005

    ...Blue Monday...

    Quill's Title Tidbit: ***Blue Monday is a song that was covered on Orgy's album, Candyass. It's a really fucking good cover. That, and my favorite color is blue, and it's Monday. I give it seven out of ten Quills.***

    (Yes, I did just go there, Hizzy. Sorry. The above is usually Hizzy's M.O. for her Hizzblog. I ganked it for today.)

    If you scroll all the way to the bottom of my blog, you'll find a daily "Quote of the Day" curtousy of "Brainy Quote". This way, even on days I don't update, you'll have something new regardless. Boo-yah!

    Things have been moderately quiet on the group front lately. I think it's because no one has been around to generate any conflict. That's a very good thing.

    Picked up 'Saw' (awesome macabre thriller flick) on DVD. Also picked up 'The Forsaken' (awesome vampire flick) and 'Bloodsport' (awesome action/fighting flick). So that's three more into the uber-collection. Just recapping, there.

    Erich's wedding is fast approaching. The only reason I bring up THAT can of worms is because I'm interested in who will be getting invitations. I'm going to be a little shocked if Heather and I get one. No, that doesn't mean I'm going - I'm not (and no, that doesn't mean it's "my loss". But it's going to be interesting nonetheless.

    Tom and Anna are moving to Kansas City. This will give me a reason to drive to Kansas City now. I sympathize with the fact that they both have to leave friend and family behind; if you haven't already, check the blog before this one.

    Whispers of the next big guy's night are in the works. More on that later, just decided it would be fun to mention it as a tease. Hehehe.

    Scuba Steve loves to "flog the dolphin". Pass it on. (Explanation later.)

    As I mentioned earlier, I had a very odd, VERY vivid dream Saturday night. It involved death, love, and memories. That's all I'm going to say...for now. I've decided to turn this dream into a short story, and thus will not reveal anything until it is time. 'Time' might very well be in a few weeks, or a few months. It just all depends on how fast my creative process flows. If it flows like it did with "The Hollywood Murders", it shouldn't be too long.

    Speaking of "Hollywood", let's just say that it might not be a dead-and-gone issue. Jess, Scott...I'll fill you in soon. For those of you who have no idea - hell, I could keep you all waiting just to be a dick, but I'll be generous today (as I'm already keeping three things in suspense). "The Hollywood Murders" is a stage-play written by myself, Jess, and Scott (with some help from Question) back in the day. Most of the word-processing was done by me, save for maybe two or three scenes. Now you know.

    When the Friday the 13th Box Set, "From Crystal Lake to Manhattan", first came out, there was a limited-edition Best Buy bonus disc included. I didn't get it until a couple of weeks after it came out, so obviously I didn't get it...until now. I found it on Ebay, and won it, after a couple of botched attempts. Now it seems they're nowhere to be bid on...my searches are yeilding nothing. That sucks if you don't have it and would want it (Nix); but it doesn't suck for ME. To quote the vernacular, I am most definitely 'the man'...

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    Quilled Tunes: "March of the Pigs" - Nine Inch Nails

    Quote of the Blog: "We are going to have peace even if we have to fight for it." - Dwight D. Eisenhower

    Literary Quote of the Blog: "Dreams are the bright creatures of poem and legend, who sport on earth in the night season, and melt away in the first beam of the sun, which lights grim care and stern reality on their daily pilgrimage through the world." - Charles Dickens, "Nicholas Nickelby"

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    Quilled Word of the Blog: adjudicate

    adjudicate \uh-JOO-dih-kayt\ verb
    1 : to settle judicially
    *2 : to act as judge

    Example sentence:
    On the Bug Juice Mega-Forums, I'm always adjudicating in some form or another.

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    On This Day In History - March 7th:

    1778: Captain James Cook first sights the Oregon Coast at Yaquina Bay, near the current site of Newport, Oregon.

    1876: Alexander Graham Bell receives a patent for the telephone.
    Learn more about the telephone.

    1901: The bluebonnet is adopted as the state flower of Texas.

    1936: German troops reoccupy the demilitarized zone of the Rhineland, violating the 1919 Treaty of Versailles.

    1965: On what becomes known as Bloody Sunday, a march through Selma, Alabama, is broken up by police.

    1977: Zulfikar Ali Bhutto claims a massive victory in Pakistan's general election. His party is later accused by opposition parties of rigging the vote.

    Alexander Graham Bell's Path to the Telephone

    On this day in 1876 the first patent was issued for Alexander Graham Bell's telephone. This site from the Institute for Advanced Technology in the Humanities documents the processes that led to the telephone's invention.

    (This history thing I got from Hizzy's blog. I liked it so much, I used it, with one subtle difference; she has musical history, I put history history. "Imitation is a form of flattery." Scoff and cry out 'facsimile' and 'poser' if you wish; I fully admit it.)

    Sunday, March 06, 2005

    ...to Tom & Anna Hunt and Jon Love...

    Usually, I don't post a response to someone else's blog(s) on MY blog unless it's something important.

    This is.

    Tom is moving to Kansas City. He got himself a brand-spankin'-new job there. He and Anna are having to uproot their very lives. Jon is having his best friend move to another city. Several other people from Ye Olde Town of Springfield are effected by this as well.

    I've never really had to make a choice like that; to move away from from friends and family. Not for the forseeable long-term, anyway. So I can't really say, "I hear ya, man." to Tom. But I can say, "I'm here FOR you, man."

    Both Tom and Jon don't really realize their position with me; and I never really explained it too well. This is an appropriate time.

    These two men are my BOYS from Springfield. I'm not as tight-knit as they are, but they took me in anyway, and made me realize a little better that being my odd and different self was actually pretty cool. Somehow, those two let me in on the deal. I never once felt out of place around them; they always included me as best they could. I was upset that I didn't have just two more openings in my wedding party - they would have been filled by Tom and Jon, no question. (That's the honest truth.) Tom included me in his wedding as an usher, which was an extreme honor. They drove in for my barbeques, my bachelor party, and my wedding.

    I can't - and don't - claim to be fully 'one' with their posse, but I never had to. They treated me like I was all the same.

    @Jon: I'm still going to come down to Springfield, for swords and drinking with you. All this event does is change the scope of the game a bit; we'll have three cities instead of two to jump between. Email me, and we'll set it up now that warm weather is setting in.

    @Tom: First and foremost, extreme congratulations on the job! That news made me happy, both for you and in general. I like to hear when good things are happening to "my people." Second, I will definitely be making some treks up to Kansas City to visit. Heather loves road trips, and so do I.

    @Anna: You've always been a good friend and person to me. We're not uber-close, heck, not really at all, but if you ever would need a friend I'm here for you as well.

    Good luck to you all, my dear friends. I've got your back in St. Louis, Springfield, or even across the country.

    ...weekend update, with Kevin Neil - I mean, Quill...

    It's been a good weekend.

    Friday night I chilled with Corey, Scuba, Ben, and Dave. Corey, Scuba, and I went to Chili's for dinner, then we met up with Ben at my place, and Dave at the movies for 'Constantine'. That is one kick ass movie. I'm definitely adding it to the list.

    Saturday I picked up the movie 'Saw', and I also got two other movies: 'Bloodsport' and 'The Forsaken'. I went to Ben's place, and we eventually got Scuba over there for some beer at his neighbor's. I spent the night there after drinking much beer.

    I had a dream last night, but I'll have more on that at another time. I'm considering writing a short story based on the dream, which was very surreal but deep.

    Today is Sunday, and I'm doing laundry. I left the hangers at home, so I'm having to improvise how I'm hanging Heather's stuff to dry. Heather's going to be home later this evening, and I can't wait. I've missed her a lot (yes, I know that sounds stupid; shut up, I love her).

    Wednesday, March 02, 2005

    ...cheese?...

    Where the cheese at?

    I don't know...

    We now return you to your regularly scheduled lives. Thank you.

    Tuesday, March 01, 2005

    ...Heather...

    I love you, Heather.

    I know you're going through some self-reflection right now, and that it's not always the most fun thing in the world.

    I am here. Always. For you.

    Everything will be okay...you will see.

    I apologize for not always being "on the ball" with what's on your mind. I admit it, I'm a dumb guy when it comes down to this kind of stuff, but I just want you to know that I'm not blind to what you're going through. I don't know how to help, or what to say...

    ...but I'll try.

    You say you've lost sight of who you are - rest easy that I have not.

    You are the girl I never thought I would find. You are fun-loving and smartass. You can be weird at times, but NEVER in a bad way, and always in fun. You have your likes and dislikes that both enchant me and make me smile. You are dancing and cheesy horror movies and true crime books. You are the girl who can drink all of my friends under the table twice over, and the life of the party. You are loyal to your friends. You are the eternal optimist who kept my head above water when I was drowning during my horrific job search. You are the teacher who actually CARES about her students, and forged gold out of nothingness at St. Louis Charter, and gains respect from kids who don't respect anyone. You are a natural born leader of your workplace despite being the newest person. You are the reason I wake up in the morning. You inspire me and drive me to be who I am. You struggle with your personal sense of over-responsibility, but that does not define you. You're rolling your eyes over this very paragraph, filled with it's sap and lovey-dovey words; and that makes me smile, because you're different from other girls, you're unique and beautiful. You are Heather, and you are wonderful, and I am yours forever.

    That is who I see when I see you. That is who you've always been. You haven't lost yourself; you've only lost sight of it in the fog of adulthood and responsibility.

    Think about it.

    I love you.

    Quilled BONUS Quote:

    The Quilled Matrix